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So last year was a bad year for my mental health, and just like some memes I’ve seen, it is difficult to emerge from a depression to a never-ending list of to-dos. One of those task for me is to try to catch up & keep up with this website. I’ve only posted a few articles since December, but I’m getting my shit in order. Part of that is reading over all the links to news stories or features that I saved over the past year.

I’ve written a little bit (or a lot bit) about each link to help you understand why I thought it was noteworthy, and I’ll put them in reverse chronological order, starting in December. After December, I didn’t really save any links because I knew I would be doing this & didn’t want to make my list messy. This seems like a ridiculous idea now, but I’ll start fresh from now on. And I’ll try to keep up with these little bits of news & analysis on a case-by-case or, at the very least, weekly basis.

Without further ado… 2021 links:

December 23, 2021 – Celebrity Deaths of 2021

https://www.cnn.com/2021/01/14/entertainment/gallery/people-we-lost-2021/index.html

This list (with pictures) of celebrity deaths of 2021 contains so many important people. I don’t know if it’s my age or the age of “big celebrity” itself that makes 2021’s list so overwhelming. I started writing a list of the people whose loss I felt most acutely, but soon my list filled an entire pace and carried over to a second. You’ll see when you click through. What a year.

December 1, 2021 – 15 Books to be movies in 2022

https://www.popsugar.com/entertainment/books-becoming-movies-2022-48601554

For those of us who might prefer the books to the movies, here’s a list to prepare for 15 book-to-screen transitions happening in 2022 (happily including many Classics like Jane Austin).

July 18, 2021 – “Oh Happy Day” Oakland’s Controversial Gospel

https://www.sfgate.com/sf-culture/article/oh-happy-day-sister-act-2-edwin-hawkins-oakland-16319955.php

There’s a catchy hymn in Sister Act 2 called “Oh Happy Day.” It’s also appeared in a handful of other movies, and it has been covered by more than 120 musicians. The song was a hit for the Edwin Hawkins Singers, but also drew controversies from most churches in the Bay Area, especially the Pentecostal church that it originated from. For a more exhaustive look at the controversies and the achievements of one of our favorite Gospel songs, click through to read more.

July 16, 2021 – Panera’s Swimsuit Collection???

https://jezebel.com/paneras-swimwear-collection-is-weird-broccoli-inspired-1847303893

First of all, why did Panera make a swimsuit collection? Second,why does it have broccoli on it??? Is broccoli cheddar soup really that popular? Has broccoli become suddenly trendy? Do a lot of people take broccoli to the beach? Never mind the questions though. I’m actually kind of sad that it was all sold out before I even heard about it!.

July 8, 2021 – Song of Summer from NPR

www.npr.org/2021/07/07/1013751002/our-songs-of-summer-2021

“Every summer gets its own unique soundtrack — a fresh batch of hit songs, all vying for an unofficial title: Song Of The Summer. Often these songs are on the wind, everywhere, dominating not just the airwaves, but also the cultural conversation. And sometimes, a song of the summer is just a great new music discovery.”

And every summer, I love watching the competition for song of summer. From NPR Music’s playlists, I can honestly say that (in retrospect), my song for last summer was Olivia Rodrigo’s “good 4 u.” What a great, rockin’, screaming girl power breakup song. I’m still scream-singing it in my car on a regular basis.

May 28, 2021 – Poetry Books, even for non-poets

https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/life/entertainment/g36478225/best-poetry-books/

Another list of books to read, this time poetry-specific. I’m always surprised to see poetry recommendations from non-literary magazines. Good Housekeeping??? I’ve actually read several of these books and can back up the recommendations.

May 24, 2021 – Corn Nuts

https://www.sfgate.com/food/article/Bay-Area-history-of-Corn-Nuts-Oakland-snack-16194249.php

Have you ever wanted to learn how Corn Nuts became a thing? Well, it all began in the bar, as many great things do, with the salty crunchy nuggets being given away free as snacks for the patrons of post-prohibition watering holes. After a change in ownership of the original company, Corn Nuts grew into an official business in Oakland, California. The article details the entire history, as well as some fascinating details on how the special corn was selected and bred. If you need some fascinating small talk, read this article. You’ll definitely want a bag of super crunchy ranch-flavored Corn Nuts afterwards.

April 9, 2021 – PEN America Literary Awards

I often post articles about books, lists of books, and literary award winners as reminders to myself that there are some books I need to read. Here is another such list, filled with diverse perspectives and featuring many of my favorite types of authors (ie, women and people of color). It’s been one month short of a year since I saved this article, and I still haven’t read any of these books…

February 23, 2021 – Ferlinghetti Dies

https://www.sfchronicle.com/local/article/Lawrence-Ferlinghetti-poet-and-founder-of-City-15972997.php

The man, the myth, the San Franciscan. The poet, the painter, and the bookseller. Lawrence Ferlinghetti passed away last February, and I meant to mark the occasion. I only saved the link, however.

If I’ve never mentioned it, I actually went to school for poetry— and have an MFA from the University of Arizona. I moved directly from Tucson, Arizona to San Francisco sight unseen in 1999. And one of my first trips was to City Lights books. A delightful bookstore that you could get lost in for hours; just across an alley from a great little bar called Vesuvio’s (yes, like the volcano that destroyed Pompeii). The bookstore was also directly across the street from what would become two of my favorite places, Specs’ Twelve Adler Museum Cafe and Tosca Cafe. 

Both Specs’ and Tosca are less “cafe” then outright bar, although now Tosca seems to be more restaurant. Specs’ quickly became one of my favorite dens of iniquity. The bar had unionized employees, some sort of fisherman’s union according to one of the bartenders. The walls are covered in tchotchkes, signs, fishing memorabilia, and even the bone of a whale penis. The door to the women’s room was always propped open and conversation flowed between patrons huddled near the mirror at the single sink. They had a giant wheel of cheese and served a little red basket filled with saltines and a hunk of cheese chopped off with what looked like an old grade school paper cutter. That cheese saved my empty stomach more than once! And Tosca was right next to Specs’, across another alley but really steps away.Tosca was a must-visit location for my first days in San Francisco because it was featured romantically in my favorite movie at that time, Wim Wenders’ “Until the End of the World.” Tosca is known for its bright red leatherette booths, it’s gorgeous long bar with a fantastical looking machine used to make the Irish Coffees, bartenders with the old-fashioned white coats, a jukebox with opera, and a legendary back room with a pool table where the literary elite hung out with the manager.

North Beach was definitely my preferred neighborhood to hang out in when I moved to San Francisco. In addition to the 3 bars & bookstore, I had 2 other frequented spots. One was a tiki bar called the Bamboo Hut, where I danced and laughed and probably tortured the bartender Steve. I closed most of my Friday nights in North Beach at this place, which was connected by regular door in the wall to the HiBall Club, where we snuck occasionally to swing dance. But we always went back to the Bamboo Hut because it was just more fun. The next most visited spot was Caffe Trieste, an actual coffee shop which describes itself as “the first espresso shop on the West Coast in 1952.” It was a place I lingered, often at tables on the sidewalk, hoping that I’d get a glimpse and maybe a quick chat from Ferlinghetti himself. He lived in North Beach and was rumored to hit up Trieste often, and I was a poetry fan girl.

January 24, 2021 – James Baldwin Playlist

James Baldwin’s entire record collection made into a giant playlist. Definitely worth checking out, even if we don’t like Spotify anymore. We know the difference between listening to Joe Rogan and listening to the music listened to by one of America’s greatest writers.

December 16, 2020 – Pinterest

https://www.sfchronicle.com/business/article/S-F-s-Pinterest-commits-to-workplace-culture-15809046.php

After settling a gender discrimination lawsuit against former COO for $22 million, Pinterest needs to change what has been called its widespread discriminatory and retaliatory culture. I find the news of these workplace problems so disheartening, especially considering Pinterest is an overwhelmingly “female” product. Just another example of using women as a product, as a way to make money, but disregarding the actual women who work for you. Also, why is Pinterest run by a man???? This leaves an incredibly bad taste in my mouth.

Going back through the year, reflecting on things I’ve consumed (whether it be music, books, movies & tv shows, or even just delicious food) has always been one of my favorite things to do. This year, however, I’ve been a little low on the brainpower. Books continued to be a constant companion for me, though. I read real paper version of books, relishing the different smells of paper and ink—as always saving poetry and graphic novels for the printed page. But I also listened to dozens and dozens of books via Audible. I’ve been using Audible since only 2018 but it has truly revolutionized how I read. I can now “read” while driving, cleaning, putting together a puzzle, or just staring at the sky from my seat on the back deck. There must be someone who argues that audiobooks are not really reading, but that person is NOT me. As I get older & my eyes get worse & my time becomes stuffed with too many to-dos, listening to books is my only way to read as much as I love.

So what did I read (in any form)?

If we do the math, I’ve read 60 total books. Forty were works of fiction (13 of those specifically the Dr. Siri Paiboun Mystery Series) Non-fiction, mostly memoirs, totaled 8. Tied at 6 books each, we have poetry and comics/graphic novels.

See the more interactive list at My Year in Books

If you’re a completist, you could go stalk me on GoodReads and see the gritty details. Instead, lets just cover some of my personal trends briefly.

At the beginning of the year, and then again about half-way through, I binged the Dr. Siri Paiboun Mystery Series. These are 15 books, written by Colin Cotterill from 2004 to 2020, that follow the namesake, the national coroner for Laos, as he solves crimes & mysteries in the 1970’s. The books heavily feature the culture, history and politics of Laos, including American participation in the Vietnam War. Even the background scenery was educational, giving me new insight on the country, region, and so many other topics, like the illegal animal/pet trade. But the series isn’t heavy, if I’m making it seem that way. At its core, the books are each self-contained mysteries, just like episodes of a tv show. Beyond the serious topics, there is also magic, religion, love, and friendship. Oh, and communism.

12 out of 15 books in the Dr. Siri series, original cover art.

I was just trying to think how on earth I ended up reading this series, out of all the possible mystery series on earth, and I realize now that it was suggested by Audible’s algorithm after I read The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down: A Hmong Child, Her American Doctors, and the Collision of Two Cultures by Anne Fadiman, a 1998 non-fiction book about the Hmong people, their flight from oppression in Laos, and one family in particular’s journey through the American medical system.

Another series that I finished was the Hell’s Library Trilogy by AJ Hackwith. The series follows main character Claire (& several other central characters added along the way) as she care for books in “The Unwritten Wing” of the all-encompassing library, and then as she is expelled to “The Arcane Wing” where she curates all manner of magical/sinister objects. She also visits many other realms and their respective libraries, with repeat visits to Valhalla and also The Dust Library (where books go after they have been read and/or remembered for the very last time on Earth). There are muses, fallen angels, one conflicted Hero escaped from his book, a whole wing full of damsels who chose to leave their unwritten books and live in the library, and of course death, whose name is Walter.

The Library of the Unwritten, first in the trilogy by AJ Hackwith

As an interesting aside, I have found a distinct topic missing from Wikipedia. The author, the individual books, even the Hell’s Library trilogy itself, of the above-discussed series. I didn’t even realize this was possible!

Another trend I’ve discovered in my 2021 in books review is a new favorite author: Silvia Moreno-Garcia. She is a Mexican-Canadian author who has published a spectacular amount of great short stories and novels in her young career. Based on what I’ve read in various biographies, she’s definitely into weird & speculative fiction. I was turned onto her 2020 Nebula Award nominated book Mexican Gothic by The Fantastic Strangelings Bookclub. This oddly and aptly named club was founded by The Bloggess Jenny Lawson, who is herself a hilarious and moving author with this year’s book Broken winning a GoodReads Choice Award.

Bestseller Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia

Let me just say that I am not an official member of The Fantastic Strangelings Bookclub, since I don’t have enough room in my house for MORE paper books. I consider myself an honorary member though, having been a devout reader of The Bloggess since the early 00’s and a bonafide weirdo since the early forever. Jenny Lawson chooses a wide variety of books, but she definitely has a penchant for slightly magical historical fiction. I was skeptical for a long time, but once I finally hopped on the bandwagon, I’m hooked. (Oh so many horrible metaphors/cliches in this paragraph.) After reading Mexican Gothic, I quickly moved on to 2019’s Gods of Jade and Shadows followed by The Beautiful Ones. If you’re in doubt about whether you’d like any of these books, just take a chance. You could find a new favorite author like me!

Well, its after midnight now. We’ve officially entered 2022. I crossed the threshold of the year here at my desk, watching Matrix Resurrections (for the third time). My neighborhood is filled with the sound of fireworks— people celebrating the end of 2021 or the beginning of a new year. It doesn’t really matter which, because the time on a clock, the date on the calendar, these things don’t matter in the course of a life. The Hell’s Library Trilogy posits that stories are what matter. That indeed stories are the key to unlocking the power of the soul. And Agent Smith from Matrix Resurrections would add “That’s the thing about stories. They never really end.”

I finally got my act together and posted some new content. I’ve been debating how to post new poetry. I’m not set on the first method I tried since WordPress’s innate “verse” formatting is awkward and causes side to side scrolling. Today, I went with PDFs. They need to be downloaded but then the formatting is set If you have any ideas, please let me know in the comments.

The poems are a group of 6 from January to June of 2012. This was a time when I first started therapy–a time when I was trying to break though years of accumulated grief and isolation and darkness. Oddly enough, it was when I met my current therapist. He was an intern then, finishing his clinical hours before he finished his dissertation, earned his PsyD, and went into professional practice.

I found these poems buried in an old Evernote account that I started in 2012 and actually kept using into 2017 sometime. Finding all these old archives of my former life is really opening up my eyes to the trajectory of my history. I would call it a midlife crisis except I think that all my major crises have passed. Now, I am only left to deal with the fallout. To make meaning of the stories I tell and plot new ones for the future.

But lets not forget the poetry–the newest additions are at the top:

Poetry on AccidentlyRetro.com